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January 22
23:45 15

My one thought on Supernatural or Desitel ever probably but there was a conversation on freckles today and about how they’re kisses from angels and stuff which isn’t new. But then I thought of Supernatural and I don’t know how much of this is out there already but yes I’m sharing.

Everybody knows Dean has all kinds of wonderful freckles that the fans love. And it’s a thing that Cas totally stares and counts the freckles right? I know some people think the freckles come from Cas. But what if they didn’t? Dean was the vessel for Michael and he was loved by the angels from his birth because of his fate. 

What if Cas stared at the freckles because they were kisses from other angels. From Anna and Micheal and all the others. What if he stared at first wondering about the kisses and then eventually became jealous of them and felt a need to replace them? What if he found and counted all the freckles all over Deans body in a desperate need to possess? The mark on the shoulder he could have fixed. He mended both Dean’s soul and Dean’s body but left the mark. What if from the beginning he had some sort of dislike of everybody else leaving their marks on Dean who he thought was his and in an act of odd rebellion that he didn’t understand left the hand print? He wasn’t sure why but he had to leave the scar and if the others asked he had no answer. And so everybody started to see Cas slipping from the very beginning.

September 01
11:16 7970
August 14
20:13 5019
August 11
00:40 3851


warrior of the lord;

Castiel fighting is an absolute turn-on.

August 05
23:31 104502
August 02
12:10 38



“It doesn’t matter. You take me.”

This is beautiful, darling.

The moment Jimmy Novak realizes why he even accepted to be the vessel of Castiel in the first place. The promise he made Castiel keep.

July 26
21:57 30


A moment. A being, self-reflecting. Perhaps a man, perhaps not. He can look back on this now and understand that this was his turning point. Why would an angel ever need to doubt as severely as this? Why would an angel need to plead to a father who claimed so much love, and yet shed almost none? Why would an angel need to make a decision to destroy so much to protect one man… he could lie and say he was protecting all, but truly? Only one. One simple, complex man-  


“Yeah, Cas?”

“I apologize.”

Dean could brush it off, pretend like he understood but- they were trying to move past that weren’t they…

“What for?”

A pause. So human.

“For not turning to you…”

Tilting his head toward the window, avoiding eye contact but wait- no. Looking at this half-man… they were moving forward.

“…it’s okay.”

June 13
18:27 7

the water was swallowing your neck but i couldn’t see it.

June 11
18:41 29


sometimes i go through my supernatural folder and think “i have too many gifs of misha collins just looking at things”

and then i remember

you can never have too many gifs of misha collins just looking at things

dem eyes

dat jawline


June 11
18:24 28




We’ve talked about this, personal space.

May 19
00:11 473


I enjoy the fact that Castiel would take back being a pacifist and not fight to protect Dean. He will always be willing to spare his life for Dean, for his safety. If Dean’s going down, Castiel will go with him. He is his true Guardian Angel. 

(neither Gif’s are mine) 

First off, I am glad Dean and Cas went together and Sam went by himself. I know there was no other option (I mean, even non Destiel fans have to admit that would just seem so wrong). Still, it made me happy. I also squealed like a moron when they went to the impala. Which is crazy because it’s a car. But apparently that doesn’t matter.

To more important thoughts: I also loved his thoughts with Dean about death before this. I honestly believe one of the things he was worried about was staying alive, as a pacifist, and then Dean and Sam go and die fighting. And he would have to live the rest of his life knowing full well that everybody believed that he could have had a hand in keeping them alive. Giving them a better chance. But then, the other thought was coming back alive after being killed. His punishment as he called it. Dieing in this fight, coming back, and then finding out Dean and/or Sam died. And he would have to be alive in the shitty world knowing they were dead. I think that was one of the reasons he didn’t want to fight. He was scared of coming back again and Dean not being there.

May 06
14:54 3

I think have decided how I think Supernatural should end. Because thinking of this made me feel better after the most recent episode. The show has gone downhill and now after the beating Cas and Destiel took, I just was a little down. We know Dean still cares, I just worry if Cas still knows that. Or, if Cas cares.

Anyway, onto my little fan made ending.

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May 05
19:11 5

You know, I never really expected them to give us Destiel- never straight up- but they didn’t have to beat at my ship with Meg so brutally.

But then, I should have been expecting this.